Feeling God

I have been in a Spiritual crisis this past week. I haven't been able to eat much, maybe nothing to a half peanut butter banana sandwich a day. Total. For me not to be able to eat you know that is was serious. This is the second one that I have had in the past 4 or 5 years. I know that God is real, but I couldn't feel it anymore. I know you are not supposed to go by feelings but by faith. Sometimes I NEED to feel Jesus in my heart. After pouring my heart out to God, almost constantly praying I am getting my peace back. And my appetite. Which the appetite part is not necessarily a good thing. I had some yogurt for breakfast and a hotdog for lunch. A lot better than I had been doing. Feeling God back in my heart can't be described. I had felt so hopeless, lost, unloved, forgotten..... You get the idea. I thank him so much for His Word. I love the seek and you shall find and knock and it will be opened to you. I really don't see how anyone can live their life without Jesus in it. It was my fault that I slipped away. I hope I never do again. It is soooo painful. Having Jesus in your life is so wonderful. If you don't have him in your life just invite him in. It's the best thing that ever happened to me and it will be for you also.