Panic Attacks and Januarys

Well another January and another problem with panic attacks. For some reason for the last three or four years every January I start having panic attacks about my health. What gives? I'm sure there is a reason but I just can't figure out why. I have found two lumps in my lower regions this past two weeks but they have been sore like a risen. (sp?) I have heard if they are sore that there is probably not a problem to worry about. I have prayed about my feelings and it helps for a little while but eventually the panic comes back. God is in control and if it is something bad I know that he has good planned and not bad for those who follow him. So since I KNOW this why am I having these panic attacks? Please anyone who reads this, please pray for me that I find peace. Maybe I go through this because I need to become closer with God. James 4:10 Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up.

I plan to make an appointment with my doctor soon and I will keep praying for God's peace to settle over me once more.